vulnerable

have you ever felt like you're losing a person and you feel helpless because you love the person so much that all you could do is let go, even if you don't want to? then you just want to hold that person close to you for as long as possible so you could make that person feel all the love you have? then afterwards you just want to cry... pour your heart out and just hope that you wouldn't lose the person... hope that you were wrong thinking you're losing that person who you love so much?

whenever i feel like this, i usually lose myself in music. i'm currently listening to a CD which my friend gave me. this friend of mine is the keyboardist in the group called Sole Acoustix. the CD is actually a recording of songs that they play in their gigs:

- kahit ika'y panaginip lang
- constantly
- for you
- the art of letting go
- dream of me

the compilation also includes 2 of their originals:

- tahan na
- in your arms

* sigh *

it seems like a very long time since i felt this way. just hope everything works out fine.