under the weather

i'm not feeling well. i have a slight fever, plus i am bothered by my cough and cold. i guess this started last sunday. i waxed the floor of our "home" then cooked carbonara for 8 people. i enjoyed what i did, there's no doubt about that. but i guess i was just tired from these late nights here at the office. a shift of 6pm to 3am is not actually "healthy".

earlier this evening, i found out that we might be able to go home earlier than scheduled. i don't know how i feel about this yet. i'm kind of sad because i don't know what's in store for me at home. thinking of the problems that welcomed me the last time i was there, i'm not at all excited. but i know i'll have to deal with them eventually. although my sisters say that things are getting better at home, i guess i'm still not that confident about it. i guess i'll just hope for the best but still expect the worst. i do want to go home as soon as i could, but i know that i'm going to miss this place, especially the friends i made here.

i just wish everything will work out fine.