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"Adiós", "Arrivederci", "Auf Wiedersehen", "Au revoir", "Paalam", "Sayonara", "Vale"...whatever language may be used, it's still means "Goodbye". for 7 months now, my ex and i have been trying to say this to each other. it's been hard for both of us, so we created loopholes just not to say goodbye. but it finally happened. he finally said that he wants to give up everything that has to do with me...our friendship, our common friends, our memories. that is the only way he could really move on...and i understand that. i really do. but that doesn't stop me from being sad. it's really hard to lose a friend...one that you've been with for years...one who knows you inside and out...one who accepted you for who and what you are and what you've become...one who shares and supports your dreams and ambitions, whatever they may be...one who allows you to be yourself...one who always had your best interest at heart. yes, he was all that...which makes me wonder til now if i made the right decision. but i know i had to do it. i know i also have to move on. i know i have to let go. i know i have to be strong.
* sigh *
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I Love You, Goodbye
by Celine Dion
Wish I could be the one
The one who could give you love
The kind of love you really need
Wish I could say to you
That I’ll always stay with you
But baby that’s not me
You need someone willing to give their heart and soul to you
Promise you forever, baby that’s something I can’t do
Oh I could say that I’ll be all you need
But that would be a lie
I know I’d only hurt you
I know I’d only make you cry
I’m not the one you’re needing
I love you, goodbye
I hope someday you can find some way to understand
I’m only doing this for you
I don’t really wanna go
But deep in my heart I know this is the kindest thing to do
You’ll find someone who’ll be the one that I could never be
Who’ll give you something better
Than the love you’ll find with me
Oh I could say that I’ll be all you need
But that would be a crime
I know I’d only hurt you
I know I’d only make you cry
I’m not the one you’re needing
I love you, goodbye
Leaving someone when you love someone
Is the hardest thing to do
When you love someone as much as I love you
Oh I don’t wanna leave you
Baby it tears me up inside
But I’ll never be the one you’re needing
I love you, goodbye
Baby, it’s never gonna work out
I love you, goodbye
* sigh *
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I Love You, Goodbye
by Celine Dion
Wish I could be the one
The one who could give you love
The kind of love you really need
Wish I could say to you
That I’ll always stay with you
But baby that’s not me
You need someone willing to give their heart and soul to you
Promise you forever, baby that’s something I can’t do
Oh I could say that I’ll be all you need
But that would be a lie
I know I’d only hurt you
I know I’d only make you cry
I’m not the one you’re needing
I love you, goodbye
I hope someday you can find some way to understand
I’m only doing this for you
I don’t really wanna go
But deep in my heart I know this is the kindest thing to do
You’ll find someone who’ll be the one that I could never be
Who’ll give you something better
Than the love you’ll find with me
Oh I could say that I’ll be all you need
But that would be a crime
I know I’d only hurt you
I know I’d only make you cry
I’m not the one you’re needing
I love you, goodbye
Leaving someone when you love someone
Is the hardest thing to do
When you love someone as much as I love you
Oh I don’t wanna leave you
Baby it tears me up inside
But I’ll never be the one you’re needing
I love you, goodbye
Baby, it’s never gonna work out
I love you, goodbye
[vaniety | 22:10]
14 Comments:
you gotta do what you gotta do, madam. i hope this turns out well for the both of you.
inom na lang tayo :)
yeah.. i hope so too! ;) tara! libre mo ko? hehe. :D
thanks, mayet. :) tara! i-schedule na yang inuman na yan! hehe. :D
When has drinking solved anything? The best way to handle it is to talk about it sober. Anyway, move on like you told me when I broke up with ... well... You know!
Things are never going to be easy but all you got is yourself, and that's what matters most. If you lose yourself, then you've lost everything.
wow, ang serious ng sagot. :p anyway, i'll do that. i'll move on. even if i don't show it most of the time, i know i'm strong...or at least i try to be. ;) thanks, bro! :D
Keep the faith, Van! Things will surely fall into place.
And remember, the one who knows you inside and out, accepts you for who you are & will be, and who will always have your best interest at heart... is always YOU!
Yaan mo, me maghe-HELLO uli sa iyo soon! Sa ganda mong iyan! AY!
:D
true!!! :D
ey vanie! i hope you're ok. lotsa luck to the both of you.
thanks, harv! :) i hope so too...
aww..thanks, alvin! =D
7 months of trying to figure out whether to move on or stay put? dude! mejo disappointed yata ako dun...hahaha!!! but in fairview, qc, one never really "gives up" on these things. you just learn to look at it more objectively and realize that you've outgrown whatever it was. whatever you shared will always be with you (and him). those happy times should be enough to remember the good in him. parang feeling ko lang...ako ang may kasalanan ng lahat. lech kasing text messaging yan 'no?!?! hahaha!!! anyway... singapore, here we come!!! yung mga chinito dun, dilatin natin ang mga mata!!!
hey, don't even think about blaming yourself for whatever...it was bound to happen anyway. don't know if i thanked you already so i'm doing it now...thanks for you and that text message. :) i needed that push, and you know it. ;)
yeah...excited na ko sa singapore trip natin!!! :D
ay ang sad. ika nga ng late friend kong si john l.
"Life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans."
yeah...i guess so...
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